Happy New year

Me and jack in Sweden August 2012

Ike :) 5 years old

 Harry :) 6 years old

Hi all sorry I haven't posted hope you all had a great christmas and happy new year. Mine was good a little sad as all my family wasn't together my brother and dad went to my dads girlfriends house on christmas day. So I went to my aunts on christmas and boxing day. They came to my aunts on boxing day and I was there the day after boxing day too as my mum came over with her boyfriend so I had 3 full days with my aunt and it was really fun. On new year I went to my friends families party my brother was with my nan and dad with sally (his girlfriend) so we were all split up again. The thing thats on my mind the most right now is that my dads hates my two dogs Harry and Ike and it sucks. Because I love them to bits and take care of them he doesn't at all I walk, feed, clean them everyday! and he still hates them and wont's to get rid of them. How can you just get rid of a family pet I've had them since puppy's they are (Ike) 4 and (Harry) 6 now there part of this family no matter what happens. I'm not going to fail on them because times are tuff! this house we are living in is to small for these dogs.  Keep telling my dad I won't to move to somewhere more sortable for them don't think he's all up for it but why should he care much as he's moving in with sally when I go camp america may-june time. Thats if I even get in he better look after them while I'm gone or ill never forgive him I do everything for them and for him he must stay at sally's 5 nights a week at the moment and home maybe 2 nights if were lucky so that leaves me with cleaning the house looking after my brother dinner, lunch, breakfast for us and the dogs need to be walked and I also work full time I'm like a single mum! to my brother right now. Luckily I'm off work for 2 weeks till 7th january then I go back and I know its going to get hard again I hate it but I won't to keep my dogs they are everything to me they protect me at night when my dads not here thats the best thing. They are not going anywhere trust me!! :)

1 year ago today!

Hey all this post won't be as long as the other one but just going to say a few things that have happened this week. 1 year ago today is when all this stuff started I've had a really bad day today at work i screwed a few things up and my boss was p**sed at me effected me more today because of last year why does everything bad happen to me a week before christmas. Anyways nothing really happened this week did you hear about the shooting in connecticut so sad :( praying for the family that have lost love ones keep thinking about it since it happened can't believe someone would do that I teach kids at work to swim the same ages as the kids who passed away so sad :( Praying for the people who are effected. My life is nothing to the ones that have lost loved ones I always think twice before I complain about something stupid. In the picture I posted it was about 3 years ago on my trampoline with my guide dog puppy sarge we looked after him for a year and then had to give him back to guide dogs centre. He's an amazing dog and making someones life so much easier haven't seen him in years now but still think about him a lot.

Day 1! The start of it all

Little thing to describe myself! :)

Hey! My names Faye I'm 19 years old but i go by lexii :) this is a blog about my life and whats been happening since december 2011. Ive decided to do this because I won't to help others who are going though the same or similar situation as me. excuse my spelling :) okay so where do I start I'm about to tell you my whole life story well basically from December. Okay here goes nothing. It all starting on December 1st 2011 when I started to think something was up with my mum she's always been the sort of person to be up really early and ready to start the day and then go to bed by 8-9pm ish. But she was at the point where she didn't get up early and take my brother to school and start the day she would stay in bed and ill have to do it or my dad (will get on that story later) this has been happening for a few mouths to be honest i didn't think nothing of it i worked full time at this point as a lifeguard/swimming teacher she took me to work i started at 11 most days and worked anything from 7-10 hours by the time I'm home my dads gone to work and my moms ready for bed my dad worked as a taxi man and was working anything from 10-16 hrs a day! to make ends meat. So on december 17th it was the worst day of my life my mum was out partying like she always does on a friday and saturday night my dad was busy at work i was babysitting i must of went to bed about 12pm ish on a friday and my dad at 2am keeped calling my name to wake me up wondering if my mum has came home of course she hasn't she didn't come in till 8am the next morning and told my dad everything that happened (The affair) if u didn't all ready guess i woke up to screaming and shouting my brother woke up to (he's 9 years old) i rushed down stairs and asked whats going on (biggest mistake ever) and well basically she told me everything i was so p*ssed off i made my brother pack his stuff and mine and we left! God knows what i was thinking i was 19 years old couldn't drive and was on minimum wage i wouldn't be able to make it on my own so i ended up round my aunts house and told her everything my nan was also there (my mums mum) they didn't believe me at first thats when it all started to settle in how did my life go to so perfect well almost to this! i had a swimming pool big garden nice house 2 dogs and a loving family 3 mouths before this happened yeah we were struggling on money and the house needed doing up but i was happy. Thought we all were i was so very wrong on that one after that day my life changed forever. Christmas came around what an awkward day! we all spent the day together my aunt and nan come over couldn't of been more awkward and sad and i just hated it but was putting on a brave face. Then it was new years eve my dad was working like usual my mom and brother were at home and i was out with my friend at a party second it hit 12 and it was 2012 i knew full well that 2012 was going to come in full and it was going to be a crazy year ohh boy was i right. Shortly after new years day think it was around the 4th january my dad made my mum move out was heartbreaking but i knew it had to be done she moved in with my nan (her mum) then we had to sell the house in may 2012 sucked I've never lived anywhere else first time moving every and i can't explain how hard that was to eave there so many happy memories and bad now in that house it was also haunted! but still i felt safe there. So we had to move into a small 3 bedroom house what was rented i begged my dad to keep the dogs witch we did they are the love of my life i love them to bits there names are harry and Ike by the way harry's a golden retriever and Ike's a black Labrador (told you i can't spell! lol) and now well my dads got a new girlfriend from october and my moms got a boyfriend from june i believe they now live together. my dad always spends time with his girlfriend now he must stay there 4/5 of out the 7 nights a week witch sucks i get home and we swop and he goes out witch again I'm left with my brother just like it did when my mum went to bed and left him with me. Don't get me wrong i love my brother (jack) very much! ill die for that kid and we are very close but off course argue sometimes So thats whats been happening if your have actually read this far and going though the same or similar situation as me feel free to comment anything and from today almost 1 year after this all happened my parents are now divorced and are not really friends basically can't stand each other witch sucks but its life i must get on with it and move on with my life ill keep u guys posted if u have any story to share i would love to ready them I'm here to help and to tell you my story ill update u guys as much as possible. Thanks for ready ohh and this blog was inspired but the series anon! sims 3 story check it out on youtube. my youtube is xfaye6224x

Thanks all! :)